Thursday, November 25, 2010





for those of you who still visit me here and check in from time to time
thank you dal cuore

i am painfully aware that My violin blog is dreadfully behind in updates..
i hope to write in all that has been happening soon

The bow is still rosined and the violin resounding!
DVB
donna con il violino blu

picture taken with il violino blu
22 November, 2010




Thursday, August 12, 2010

DVB
2010 slideshow
a celebration in pictures
featuring the music of
Claude Chalhoub

CLICK HERE

Tuesday, July 20, 2010


il violino blu on white silk organza


photo taken
21 June, 2010
perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci


lesson 57

I hate Him.. respectfully
I was told and then discovered through listening that Sitt's melody lines do not follow a pattern, which makes memorising a little difficult, which forces one to read the music... lucky me!
Sight reading is what i consider torture.. i believe i stated in lesson that i would rather swallow razor blades!
Well.. this may be a slight exaggeration.

Hans Sitt 100 Studies, Op. 32 Book 1: 20 Studies in 1st Position - numbers 1 & 5.
Numbers 14 & 19 are to be attempted for homework senza referencing on the internet - i promised the Maestro, so i'd best be a good girl.. which will not be a hard thing to do considering i have not attempted this yet and it is almost that time of the week again.
____________________
the good girl with the blue violin





Hans Sitt  21 September 1850, Prague – 10 March 1922, Leipzig
A German violinist, teacher, and composer. During his lifetime, he was regarded as one of the foremost teachers of violin. Most of the orchestras and conservatories of Europe and North America then sported personnel who numbered among his students. He held the august position of Professor of Violin at the Leipzig Conservatory from 1883 on, and authored several important studies for that instrument, some of which are still used.
_______________________
Taken from Wikipedia



Thursday, July 8, 2010


red rose in violin case

photo taken
7 July, 2010


creative direction patricia vannucci

'red rose in violin case' perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


copy stradivarius 'soil' 1714
violin with words
A.H.Overstreet



prints framed and unframed, gift cards and postcards available through


perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci

fallen
macro in sepia



prints framed and unframed, gift cards and postcards available through

perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci

Sunday, July 4, 2010


copy of Stradivarius 'Soil' 1714
 macro in sepia

Prints framed and unframed available as well as gift cards and postcards to purchase through

Buy my art

perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci



seen here
framed in mocha
matte colour off white
print size 360mm x 305mm
box frame
Premium ultra-clear perspex in front provides a superior finish and means the piece is lighter and easier for you to move without breaking.

Thursday, June 17, 2010


the black lace back dress
no 5
series of
black & white photographs with violin


self portraits taken

15 June, 2010



Tuesday, June 15, 2010

no 1
the black lace back dress
series of black & white photographs with violin
donna con il violino blu

self portraits taken
15 June, 2010


no 2

no 3



no 4
violin
copy of Stradivarius ‘Soil’ 1714
an antique violin made by Italian luthier
Antonio Stradivari of Cremona (1644-1737).
by
Scott Cao & S.C.Guan
Artistic Series Handmade Instrument
Xw Qai Wu

formerly owned and played by
Vov Dylan

creative direction patricia vannucci
'the black lace back dress' perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci

Sunday, June 13, 2010


il violino blu on red velvet chair







creative direction patricia vannucci

'il violino blu on red velvet chair' perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci

Saturday, June 12, 2010


the cat and the fiddle
chocky con il violino blu

Perhaps some would think i actually set the photo up and position my Blue Violin next to my beautiful Burmese boy Chocky.
I can assure you this is not the case!
I often find Chocky resting or asleep beside il Violino Blu and it is i who races about trying to find the camera in order to take the photo.
Perhaps he was a violinist in his former life?







photographs taken
Saturday 12.6.2010

'the cat and the fiddle' perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci


donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci

Saturday, June 5, 2010



Today marks One Year of Violin!

I started this blog June 22, 2009 to record my journey as donna con il violino blu.
It's been a wonderful experience so far, even with its many ups and downs.. for no journey is without this.

I can't believe how lucky i am to have some wonderful people by my side who enrich this experience for me.
They are all with me in some form, providing me with the positive encouragement i need and they each do this in many ways.

I have not made mentioned thus far here within this blog, that i was very much inspired by a Virtuoso Violinist who shall remain nameless and on meeting with this person last year, and after having played for me, for what was literally a few minutes they re-ignited my desire to seriously consider pursuing this.

I had always wanted to try the violin many years ago, however back then (realistically) i did not have the time to dedicate myself to trying it out, nor the funds at my disposal.. (i'm not too sure if the latter is still the case, as up till now this venture has cost a small fortune and is ongoing).

So on my return home i literally walked into my local music shop and bought myself a violin.

A week later i attended a function, and there we were entertained by 2 musicians, one a piano accordionist and the other a violinist. I approached the lady violinist (Olga) and asked her whether she gave lessons. Much to my disappointment she did not, however she did give me the name of an older gentleman who was a restorer of violins who could perhaps help me out with a few basic things to get me started. The cogs had been set in motion and i felt this was definitely something which has presented itself at the right time.. in my mind i say to myself, this is meant to be.

I immediately set about contacting this older gentleman (Spyros).. he introduced me to my violin. He showed me how to hold Her, explained Her workings and parts, helped me hold the bow, how to apply the rosin as well as showing me many of the books in his collection all to do with the violin.

Spyros and i instantly connected, however he did and still does tell me that i am 'too old to be starting the violin' and learning this instrument should be started when one is aged 5!
That's ok.. i just smile and am thankful for what positive encouragement he gives me by way of his comments when i visit with him at least once a month to play for him.



Olga & Spyros.. Spyros started violin as a young adult after meeting with and being inspired by Olga and her playing the violin on board the boat trip that took one month to come to Australia, for Olga and Spyros both migrated from Romania to start their lives here. 
A few months back Olga was kind enough to invite me into her home,  someone she had only met with briefly at a function.  She was very generous to offer up her time to listen to me play and also introduced me to the very beginnings of the Kreutzer No 2.
She also performed Czardas by Monti.. i was left speechless!
There was a moment there when i looked over at Spyros whilst Olga played and he had tears in his eyes.
I had a wonderful day with them both.. it was as though they had opened a window, making me privy to a world they shared in when they were younger and played music together. 
I glimpsed momentarily what it was like for them, as they described what life was like on board that ship which took forever to reach this foreign land.. with only the music to lift their spirits.. for the tears i saw in the eyes of this man i know as Spyros as he listened to Olga play Czardas represented the great ocean crossing and memories of a distant time.
Olga and Spyros remain great friends till this day, they do not see each other often but keep in touch regularly via telephone.
For me it was so nice to have my journey in violin link us together, and this day spent in their company, sharing the beautiful music of the violin i will cherish forever. 

Getting back to my beginnings here.. Let me make mention that Spyros is a staunch realist, in reminding me each time i visit that i am too old to be learning this instrument - perhaps in view of the limitations he himself faced learning as an older student. Nevertheless after many months of getting to know each other, and hearing my progress on the instrument, he payed me the highest form of encouragement by gifting me one of his personal violins which he has had in his possession for 40 years - i will never forget Him for this very kind, thoughtful and generous gesture and more importantly faith he showed in me to pursue this dream of playing the violin. He placed this His violin into my hands, it is a 'baton' and i will do my best to honour him and be the violinist he always longed to be.
I named his violin 'faith' as all violins should bear a name and whenever i feel like it's all too hard, i remind myself that Spyros has faith in me... and his words to me that i 'am brave' giving this a go.

I still needed a teacher however and a few weeks later during a conversation with a friend Graeme, i reveal that i did something crazy and purchased a violin and am wanting to learn to play it. He tells me that his grand daughter is learning the violin and the conversation goes on. He mentions there is a violin teacher who is attached to one of the restaurants/reception venues he frequents. I make my enquiries and my investigations finally lead me to my Maestro.

Within a few days i am booked in to my first lesson which began Friday 5 June, 2009.

Yesterday when i attended lesson, it just slipped my mind to let Maestro know that i have been coming to him for one year now. Perhaps it was because i felt poorly during lesson and needed to focus all my energy on maintaining concentration and attention to what was being covered.
We spoke about many things all violin, and of course we are focused on moving forward despite not being given anything new to practice, for i believe i already have enough to keep me busy namely..

*Vivaldi Spring in part
*K2 which needs refining
*K9 & K13 has not moved at all from lack of practice
*Grade 2 pieces from the AMEB
*finally a piece from Riverdance

There are those of course who are there no matter what!
My mum and dad constantly ask how i am doing. Initially i had not told them or indeed anyone in my circle about starting violin. My plan was to surprise my father at his 80th birthday and play Happy Birthday for him.. i told my Maestro that i would be satisfied with just being able to cope with that, and this would indeed be an achievement for me also adding if this was all i could do with it, i would be satisfied! I had started June 5 and i had till September 1 to accomplish this. I had found the initial lessons extremely difficult. This instrument felt so foreign to me, even just to hold it in my arms let alone play any recognisable melody. Needless to say September quickly came and i managed to play for my dad, mistakes and all! - He was astonished as were others in my immediate family.
Each time i visit with mum & dad now, it is always with my violin in tow, and no matter how terrible i sound, to them it all sounds wonderful!

There have been many others who have touched my journey here up till now, and they are with me in their own special way offering support.
Whether it be via a face to face conversation or yelling at me from over the back fence.
Discussing progress or lack thereof and its difficulties with another beginning older student over a coffee before lesson, or simply receiving comments here over the internet by someone, unknown to me, that has simply taken some time to read and respond.
A neighbour, who as we water our gardens, makes mention that i have improved , to having someone watch and listen via skype who is on the other side of the world.
Even those that go out of their way telling me they despise the sound of 'the thing' and would like nothing better than to either set the 'DARN THING' on fire or throw it under the wheels of an oncoming semi-trailer, to watching the Rottweiler nextdoor head for his kennel when i start practice - it's all good!

I remember being told - you need a good sense of humour to learn the violin, for in the beginning which is where i am, it truly is a vile-in!

One year has passed.. i can say it has been nice to spend some time here telling of my beginnings.
Who would have thought that 12 months down the track i would be in possession of not one violin but four!
Who knows what other surprises are in store for donna con il violino blu

a presto
e sempre
dal cuore
_______________
donna con il violino blu



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci

Monday, May 31, 2010



autumn

photo inspired by
Le Quattro Stagione
The Four Seasons


Le Quattro Stagioni is a set of four violin concertos by Antonio Vivaldi.
Composed in 1723, The Four Seasons is Vivaldi's best-known work, and is among the most popular pieces of Baroque music.

The texture of each concerto is varied, each resembling its respective season.

The concertos were first published in 1725 as part of a set of twelve concerti, Vivaldi's Op. 8, entitled Il cimento dell'armonia e dell'inventione - The Contest between Harmony and Invention.

The first four concertos were designated Le quattro stagioni, each being named after a season.

Each one is in three movements, with a slow movement between two faster ones.
______________
Taken from Wikipedia



photo taken 27 May, 2010
__
violin
copy of Stradivarius ‘Soil’ 1714
an antique violin made by Italian luthier
Antonio Stradivari of Cremona (1644-1737).
by
Scott Cao & S.C.Guan
Artistic Series Handmade Instrument
Xw Qai Wu

formerly owned and played by
Vov Dylan



creative direction patricia vannucci
'autumn' perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci


i am aboard the flamed maple ship
series of photographs on weathered boardwalk




photo location
boardwalk
Sunset Beach, Soldiers Point, NSW Australia
photo taken 24 February, 2010
__

violin
copy of Stradivarius ‘Soil’ 1714
an antique violin made by Italian luthier
Antonio Stradivari of Cremona (1644-1737).
by
Scott Cao & S.C.Guan

Artistic Series Handmade Instrument
Xw Qai Wu

formerly owned and played by
Vov Dylan


creative direction patricia vannucci

perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci



Sunday, May 30, 2010





i keep you in my embrace
series of self portraits
in sepia



donna con il violino blu
lady with the blue violin

violin

copy of Stradivarius 'Soil' 1714
an antique violin made by Italian luthier
Antonio Stradivari of Cremona (1644-1737).
by
Scott Cao & S.C.Guan
Artistic Series Handmade Instrument
Xw Qai Wu

formerly owned by
Vov Dylan

_____________

photo taken
25 February, 2010
self portraits taken with tripod & remote shutter
photo location
Sunset Beach, Soldiers Point NSW
__

creative direction patricia vannucci
perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci



il violino blu

___

what you will find here

her music
her thoughts
her art
her photography
her expression
her words
her soul
her Heart

it will all be breathed into
il violino blu
for it is
HER LOVE
she is
donna con il violino blu
______________

photographed
27 May, 2010



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci


Thursday, May 27, 2010



fallen

world of silent fragile beauty
lay upon ground of gold
blanket over scars
look up at stars
call this song
sing this soul
play this signature
cry this key
sound this heart
which makes no sound
upon this brittle carpet

fragile

beautiful

fallen
_____________________

written & photographed
27 May, 2010

violin
copy of Stradivarius ‘Soil’ 1714
an antique violin made by Italian luthier
Antonio Stradivari of Cremona (1644-1737).
by
Scott Cao & S.C.Guan
Artistic Series Handmade Instrument
Xw Qai Wu

formerly owned by
Vov Dylan


'fallen' words & photography © 2010 patricia vannucci

creative direction patricia vannucci
perugina photography © 2010 patricia vannucci


donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci




Saturday, May 22, 2010


I do understand why i have uploaded one of my past watercolour works here, but i am not yet wanting to be entirely open about ALL that is bearing down on me at present except perhaps to state one..
My blog here as donna con il violino blu, as well as the many other blogs i have are journals, and they are a record to stand that i once existed, as there is no one to come after me.
I feel compelled to leave part of me behind in this way.
I have done this over the last three years through painting, photography, through my poetry, through writing.. in any way i can and in the only way i know how to do and i do this with my heart, soul and entire being.
Now MUSICALLY here through the violin and all the inspiration that comes from my experiences with it, i go about hoping i can record it ALL for it is important to me that i do this.


do you really see me

I struggle from many spheres and try to comprehend what is happening within my world which has bought about much frustration, sadness and emotional pain and is affecting my very essence and therefore impacting on my journey here through the beautiful music of the violin.


It's also important that i record all the support offered in its many forms, be it from those who know me well, or don't know me except for what they see as they just pass by here.. those that are here long term on the journey or here for only a short time to share.
Therefore my watercolour work featured above titled do you really see me asks a question of the viewer.
One such viewer on visiting my blog a few days ago offered their kind thoughts which went some way as to providing me with some light on what was a very dark weekend for me.

I am doing my best to keep focused.. on track.. to look further down the road with playing my violin but i am having great trouble am feeling fragile and have not yet picked up my heart.

This person is not known to me, however they took some time to read through my blog and respond.
They offered sincerity not cynicism, warmth not coldness, they opted to communicate and not have me feel isolation, they did so willingly without expecting anything in return and without knowing my circumstance except for what they have read, seen & sensed here.
Although i provided the link to this site, i simply said they would be welcome to visit, not knowing that they had .. i did not ask for a response however a response i received and one which was timely for the way i am  feeling in this moment and no doubt will feel for a while to come.
They gave of their time and in doing so they gave of themselves.
I post it below so it too is threaded and woven into this journey.
I will no doubt read the words over and over and have it remind me that when one door seems closed another opens out to let in light and air.
Philcmiller, as i only know you by this name
i thank you
dal cuore
________________
donna con il violino blu

________________________________________
When you sent me an invitation to your blog I went to it and studied your words, paintings, photographs, and the quality of the blog itself. Perugina, your blog reveals the heart of a truly classy individual.

Though you never mention the specifics of your current emotional struggles, your omission of the specifics is part of the excellence of the blog.
Anyone of any significant age and experience knows what it means to have their heart and soul ground to powder and blown to the wind.

One need not rationalize the specifics. That part of the story can be fully grasped only through the life-experience of the individual. All your friends need to know is that though your former heart may have perished, the physical body did not, so some new heart must grow within the hollow shell. A new you with new dreams is being born.

Your blog graphically shows us the foundation upon which you are rebuilding; your art, your dreams of mastering the violin, and your poetic writings.
Perugina, I wish you the very very best in this effort. I am 53 years old and have survived two tragedies that few would be able to identify with. Not only did I survive, but each new heart was richer and more beautiful than the last. Of course, regenerated beauty cannot be comprehended by all, only by those to whom the gift is given.

Lastly, your blog does not give us any clues as to the day to day substance of your existence. What it shows us is your own concept of yourself, your sense of self-worth, and your vision of the beauty you have to offer the world if it will only stop and look.
You paint yourself as several beautiful women that you know live within you, you photograph yourself as the lover and protector of your instrument, adoring it as you guard it, just as a mother with her child or a God with his creation.

You reveal your sensuality through the flow of lines rather than through the less-dignified over-exposure of your body (as several on RedBubble are prone to do).

As I put down a last word, I want the budding new heart within you to know that one more person in the world was completely captivated by that portion of you that radiates beauty, dignity and a haunting grace.

As you live your life through your common days as a regular woman enduring the inevitable realities of being a struggling human being, please know that the Perugina you know lives within you is a powerful and captivating woman.

You have chosen to reveal this magnificent woman to any who will stop, look, read, and think.
Those who have taken the time to do so will not be able to soon forget you.
Grow and develop, Perugina…you are a beautiful child becoming a beautiful woman.

Hold your violin when you cry.
_________________
philcmiller
21 May, 2010



donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci

original artwork
'do you really see me'


perugina art © 2009 patricia vannucci

Sunday, May 16, 2010

series la tempesta
you are in this tempest
watercolour work on arches

___________________________________________________________________
My view is heavily obscured and there seems to be no blue sky in sight,
only storm clouds of dark grey.
_________________________________________________________


I have four violins and i have not had the emotional strength or physical strength
to play any of them the last two weeks. 
To hear their beautiful sounds.
This has left me greatly saddened beyond words can express.
I near my first year anniversary with learning violin
and i fear that i will not be able to continue as my present state is making it difficult.
An already tenuous thread does not need the sharpest of swords to sever it.
Looking back however, i see how far i have come, not knowing how to even hold them in my arms let alone to make them sound.. so i can be proud of myself in this regard and know that i really gave it my all with all the love i had and still have in my heart.

I keep this blog open to give me hope and faith, and i pray that i can yank myself out of this, at least on an emotional level (for emotionally i am shattered), this would help me greatly at least to push through my chronic fatigue due to other health issues and muster the little enthusiasm to practice and at least move in a forward direction.
I’ve missed out on two lessons since feeling this way and this in itself has pained me.

I casually mentioned that i may leave violin to Maestro last lesson, trying to hide my state..
i was so sick that i found it hard to stand whilst having my lesson..

he replied

You do not leave violin
the violin leaves you
for it will go on
long after you/we have gone
and it will always find another

______________
with a heavy heart
i can't imagine my violino blu in any other hands
please give me the strength and courage God to go on
____________________
donna con il violino blu


donna con il violino blu © 2010 patricia vannucci